What do you see?
Nothing, just space.
Are you afraid?
How could I be afraid of not existing, I wouldn’t know that I do not exist.
What are you doing here? If your end is just non-existing?
Im here to give validation to time, I am its muse.
Your life has no purpose?
What is purpose? What does achievement even mean? I do not effect the universe, it moves if I exist or not. Anything I do is eaten by the passing of time. My view of the universe is just electrical signals in my brain, the charge itself effects the the universe more than I do.
You are alone tonight.
Yes I am.
Are you afraid?
Yes.
Of what?
Wasting my time...I feel like a waste so much of my time waiting, and not enough of it living. If I could do as I wished, I would leave, I would get on a plane and fly halfway across the world just to view a waterfall. However, I cannot do as I wish, there is no freedom in the society that has been created, we are bound by gain. We are slaves to ourselves.
You have no optimism tonight.
I am empty tonight, raw, barren, stale. I have not touched life for a while.
Why is that?
I cannot find it...My system is shutting down, why is it that we need sleep? What does sleep do? Prevent us from the over load of reality? That if we did not sleep we would end up consuming to much reality, realize our pointless existence and end it? Why does the universe prevent us from doing so.
What is life? Why do you need to touch it?
Because when I touch life, it makes me feel like the universe is tangible. Like I am witnessing something incomprehensible and that makes me feel like I am part of it.
